I'm always the girl who's always is going to be alright. Don't matter what. You got robbed? You don't have money? You got kicked out out of job? You didn't get the new one? You're going to be alright. Sometimes I wish I just wish I wasn't. I just wish there would be someone stronger than I am. Someone handsome and powerful. Someone who could say where my real place is. Someone who could play the game and still be in control. Sometimes I wish you could be there. You could say your usual:"darling, what goes around comes around. I'm still there. I'm still getting fucked every day of my life. I'm waiting for you." In exchange I'm am the one who is getting fucked. Who is spending her time not like a fucking lady. Who drinks and does whatever keeps me fucking alive. We all get our own demons. We all got out own skeletons. But I love them to death. They keep me alive. I roll like a fucking rolling stone. I am who loves you with the beat of her cocaine heart.